I’ve known for a long time that I’m a chronic rewatcher who prefers television to movies. Watching one thing for 2 hours just feels so much less appealing than watching an entire season of a show for 10 hours. That’s just how it is. I don’t make the rules. The emotional investment of watching a movie just feels similar to that of watching a new … Continue reading In Too Deep
TW Eating Disorder As someone who struggles with disordered eating, I am constantly working on my relationship with food. When there are large changes to my routine, like working from home and starting a new job, they can change the way that I interact with food and therefore make me reevaluate my relationship with food. Ever since I started working with my dietitian Kelsey, I’ve … Continue reading COVID and My Relationship with Food
With so little going on in my life right now, I find myself reminiscing about my past lives. As I’ve written on this blog before, when I was in elementary and middle school, I had the tendency to stand up in the front of the classroom and say whatever the hell came to my mind. I began different movements and activities because it never dawned … Continue reading The Elementary School Market
TW Eating Disorder “You’re always trying to talk to me while we’re walking down the street, but I can’t really talk because I’m observing what’s going on around us,” my fiancé, Dan, explained to me one morning. “Oh yeah, I don’t notice much going on around me,” I admitted. “No kidding!” he laughed. I’ve always known that I’m an over-thinker, but more and more I’m … Continue reading In My Own Little World
I’ve spent most of my life feeling guilty about, well, everything. When relaxing, I feel guilty about not being productive. When I’m spending my free time being productive, I feel guilty for not relaxing. When I eat “bad” foods, I feel guilty, and then I feel guilty for feeling guilty. I feel guilty for spending money. I feel guilty for saying things I feel like … Continue reading #nojudgment
Buffalo Sauce Everywhere 